# karr's voodoo rag doll` #

2006-01-29T08:37:00.000-08:00

29/1

i miss'd you ,
i need' you ,
ii can no longer live my life without you-
im tired . . full of regrets'
im listless- i want you '

im sorry.
i know it's useless.

im dead.
i cant smile.
my heart's breaking,
i cant go on .

2006-01-29T08:04:00.000-08:00

A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE ! (:

well, haven been blogging long since. it wasnt a nice year for me though, screwed-up. yupps, it 's more of a problem for myself and eversince `ve felt so restless . i dun feel the real me any longer , im like a twin -shadowed girl who have double personalities probably . emotion- changes hit me fast and true. , im listless - heartless .

28/1-

many problems torned my hearts apart ; `ve never felt so much pain before-
probably this is how deep my love was , and everything that seems so real.

a morning of msges , hit my heart like a pistol-gun.
ii couldnt take it , ii feel the pain inside - ii left.

4 bottles of vodka let my mind ran wild - e day of new year . a night myself.
straightened my thoughts : `ve made a decision "i'll change" .

ii saw the most BEAUTIFUL night in my life - alone.
a night when the most sparkling fireworks sparkled -that few moment.
it is so coulourful , it is so beautiful , ii was so mermerised ` but -
it wasnt the fireworks tt hit my heart , it was the love `ve ever felt.

everything was so beautiful - a whole WORLD to me .
now everything is colourless like a broken island.
it has no meanings and it's left with only `
a crueless and heartless REALITY.

dun ask me to give up - i wont.
ii long'd to see another beautiful fireworks.
and ii want a night tt ii aint' alone.

and maybe it'll be colourful -rainbow
or maybe it'll be colourless- black & white.

ii want my life to be the most beautiful rainbow in the sky.
it lives so high - im mermerised.

if everthing would be so bright , i'll be that lady of the night.
and i'll do anything to fight for wat ii want , and certainly -

trust me and i'll live upon those nights- with the most beautiful rainbow & fireworks.

with Y-O-U . .

wait for me `. 140206.

heehes

2005-12-26T20:34:00.000-08:00

argg~! friendster's lagging . . cnt approve testiis de leiis )': hmms sch's hol gonna over le still haven finish my hol assigns. dye back hair. alter skirts.buy sch shoes andd so many things lorr.
hmms, todae gonna accompany mic the whole nite at hos. she's a guinue pig ! xD hahahs, gonna test alot of medicines allergy for her ~ hahahs, lucky ii dun hav so many lorrs arbo must stay thr check . ((: hmms, woke up quite early todae rnd 7 plus . mic came and bother me to wake up so annoying lorrs just slept rnd 4 yest . )': thn decided to go find her rnd dinner time, thn they went in the morn lorrs , left miie, tt fatty and bellebelle. grrrr~! my second mummie ask miie to look after them while they are at the hospital. thn suddenly dun feel like sleeping le. it's the worst nightmare ever, trust me. around 10 plus tt fatfat tell miie he wanna go buy mac for breakfast thn he went off with his bike lorrs. thn bellebelle still sleeping so ii went to bathe thn she woke up le thn ben came back le lorrs. it's tough being a big sis. spilt-headache! no wonder mic always hack them de. hmms, they argued on bigbreakfast,happymealtoy, and duh . . why arent my second mummy backk yettt?! she must be happy shoppining ! (x gonna faint soon. stupid dog is drivin miie nutts. . haiz. ii sld hav went with them in the morn rather thn volurteering the nite shift when ii tot ii could close my eyes and sleep longer . . haiyos! todae is tues , stay at da hos til wed . think gonna buy sch shoes and socks tmll and if im able to .. get my freakin sch skirts altered.thurs gonna go out with my darling sisters nicole, berr, sandy all miss them so muchhh ((: yupps and fri , gonna accomplised a mission ordered my my dear. yupps sat gonna dye back hair and get my assigns done on time probably . . hmms thn it sld be it , no time for countdown ii doubt . :'( hmms, dunno wat to bring on the first day of sch, gonna be caught , hahahs manymany reasons (: back now. the house is still so messy and tt fatty went to his frens hse , bellebelle watching cartoon downstairs and im blogging upstairs ((x haiyos . . miss my dear lorrrs , surely stiill sleeping de lorrs. (x hahahs. welps, gonna finish off my stuffs. be bacqq bloqqin if i've the time perhaps? ((:

hahahs

2005-12-23T01:01:00.000-08:00

yays,so lonqq nv post le. tada.((x rare tt im home whole dae. so siick. if ii knew, ii wont go training liiaos,haiz.back thn yest . .woke up at 9 plus thn called eunice ,must reached sch at 11 mahs cos goin bt timah sports thr,thn reached le at 11 sharp cos scared late mahhs,thn took cab hehes. ((: ended up so early reached so awkward. hahahs,thn eunice came one min after me, thn she give me 100 plus . x[ lalalas~. sisters- hmms, waiting for the rest and da bus mahs. thn toktok lorrs,thn saw ms patsy chua at canteen thn she call miie ms yeo. x) so funnie de thn say ii nxt yr goin 3n1 rite , she'll be teachin me ss. ((: ask me dye back my hair thn tie properly not like chicken backside hahahs thn ii ans back her wont de , thn we saysaysay til the vb all keep luffin thn bus come le thn say byebye to her thn she ask me go whr thn say byebye lorrs. in bus le mdm geetha haven come thn aied for her lorrs, thn in bus saw muimui jiiex she so funnie lorrs , hahahs ((: she give me flying kiss hahahs. thn aishya lahs, sit bhind miie keep tokin to muimuijiex snatch from miie , thn so funnie . she signal muimuijiex thn ii beat her hand hahahs ask muimuijiex tok to me thn she tell muimuijiex ii gila. hahahs thn ii say she fat hahahs((: thn she walk out le thn mdm geetha came le lorrs thn set off. thn in the bus me and eunice sing song tgth hahah ((: wuding.* thn so many ppl listen ..hahahs stupid huili lahs say ii sing thn window crack dunno wat, thn say k-box ppl all run-away. xp thn reached thr le driizling thn caught cold now sneezing away, hahahs ((: thn in court train lorrs thn friendly with bt panjang ppl. ((x thn sprain til my hand when ii spike . grrrrr~ thn got physical training, hn now stractch til my stomach muscle, so pain when sneeze thn can die (((: hahahs, eunice also. thn aft tt trainin over sit bus rnd 4 like tt thn go le (x hahahs, we ask de uncle stop at westmall thn he say go back sch first thn fetch us go west mall. thn when reached sch le they go put ball thn we wait for them thn bus uncle go toilet , eunice go adjust the radio volume thn ii help her see water* hahahs thn they sy not loud enuff thn ii go adjust very loud ahahahs ((: thn uncle come back say we adjust so loud thn we all luff ahhs, ii say his radio suddenly like tt one hahahs((: thn we go westmall lorrs ((: thn say byebye uncle. hahahs , thn went westamall eat kfc first thn my pri sch sister workin thr ahhahs ((: shihui.* hahahs, thn order from her lorrs hahahs.thn aft tt aishya want go lot1 thn go lorrs hahas,thn walk uou of westmall gate saw one boii gila one , hahahs he dunno holdin wat ticket thn he stretch his both hands dun let us walk thn ask us listen to me ! im not here to sell things jus give me 1 min " thn we walk away ahhs thn aishya and rabia walk left me and eunice walk right thn he follow me and eunice thn he say no-one want t listen to me ~hahahs thn he ask me can you giv me one min thn ii smilesmile thn we walk away le go take mrt go lot1 le ((: hahahs thn in mrt aishya let me listen to her music thn r&b thn ii feel like dancing hahas, thn they luff so loud lorrs so many ppl stare at us also luff , aishya lahhs, laugh like wat only (x hahahs.thn reached lot 1 go walkwalk lorrs thn got 1 new tube surfer de. hahahs,thn walkwalk lo ((: suddenly deardear call eunice hahahs, miss him so much lorrs thn eunice pass me phone thn aft tt very tired le so all went hm. eunice still say wanna come my hse slackk hahahs, thn ii really very tired so nv lorrs, thn reached hm on laptop thn find dear lo , miss him like crazy :'( hahahs. butt . . hmms.nvm (: erm, thn really very tired thn went to bed le lorrs cos abit feverish mahs. xp hmms, thn todae wake up eyes redred lorrs. dunno why , sore eyes bahhs.thn flu. ((: tts all . be back again , where;s my hubby? xD

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2005-12-12T12:09:00.000-08:00

so lonqq nv post liiaos.start with yest bahhs, yepps . woke up rnd 2 plus thn tie hair for bellebelle, feed her eat porridge, make milo for her. :( jude went for basketball' mic went for dance pangseh miie again. tamade ` ((x hmms thn do hsewrk lorrs , wake for fatty pack e room thn ii vacuum from upstairs to downstairs sia , grrrrr~ thn hang clothe do laundry.thn mic come hm le ask her fold shirt , thn mop floor. fatty clear gigi* shit (x . jude came bacqq ask him continue doin nite routine ot` shift gigi cleaner , thn wash plates he haven wash toilet leis~ he supposed to de lorrs, thn at nite paint my toes watch tv so tiredd. ((: fatty play gunz , occupying de com, jude as usual with mic tok on da phone with thier watever* hear them tok can puke ! hahahs, thn bellebelle play xbox thn ii downstairs watch scv msg hubby. thn called eunice she dun wan bbq wan go kbox thn like tt lorrs ended up feelin not to go anymore , it's tough to be a organiser lorrs all dun confirm de thn expect me how to plan still keep callin miie ask miie how sld be ii askin you all how lorrs . haiyas thn like tt like tt thn call hubby he say he cannot make it on thurs ` *( others to be kept confidential! ((:) . thn dunno why lorrs very upset thn ii cancel de whole planning , thn very cold to him . . . thn very sad go slpp le thn tt 2 asshole keep mumbling into my ears dunno talk wat shit sia. like priest like tt keep pleaching so irritating ` thn woke up awhile eyes redred thn go wash lorrs thn cant find my phone , thn just go slp lorrs but ii realise smth .. ii cant slp without hubby's gdnite msg (x thn found it under e pillow . surely tt 2 asshole lorrs , thn ii msg dear sorrie . . thn he say nvm ((: hahahs. wont angry de leiis~, thn he sent miie gdnite msg thn ii happie le ((: thn nth le lorrs. 15 leiis~ but it's okay , 2nd mth ii also like tt mahhs. nott free cos of vb camp, (x thn midnite woke up cant slp thn go find tt 2 ass , they dunno tokin wat shit keep hearing hubby name de ` thn ask them lorrs, they say they secretly msg hubby . . (: ii stunt lorrs. hmms thn they macam reading bible like tt , sottdehh de thn tok bout mic's prob lorrs triangle love. thn jude relationship with his stead. im de most fortunate 1 lorrs hubby treat miie de best butt ii dunno how to cherish. . ); bleahhs. he wont angry with miie de. thn also very happy with him. the 2 ass and the stead alot prob de lahh. always quarrel thn cold war thn conflict . so farr also dun hav , only sometimes argueargue playplay nia. haha they weak lahhs. POWER! mic yest thn patch with her ex thn jude conflict with his stead, thn ii also dunno why ii suddenly scared like them like tt breakbreak thn anyhowanyhow say to hubby nonsense. anyway he also dun care wat ii say de , hahahs ((: he noe ii wont break de. moodswing bahhs , dunno y , ii not angry , not upset but suddenly like tt. hahas. influence of thier matter bahh. thn we 3 bout 3 plus go kitchen thr drink milo talktalk thn draw lots for mic to choose which guy hahas so funny they throw on the floor let gigi choose at last still e one she patch with, but jude dun like him so they keep drawing lorrs at last still him mahs, thn jude one also siaosiao de lahhs , go attitude with his stead first. thn miie ahhs. . sottdehh de * ii only scared suddenly hubby leave miie ahhs like thier stead like tt , luckily hubby also dun care much de , wooohahs!((: TT 2 ASS `! thnqqs lahh horr . . kbkp so much de . SAY THANKYOU LAHHS ~ NAHHS- TO YOU BOTH ` MUACKS! (: im all about you baby. i just dunno wat wld my life be without'd you . . dun ever leave miie. (: iloveyou* sorry. *greenadidaswatch kaes :) *huggs darling~

lalala~

2005-12-07T00:30:00.000-08:00

im so boredd , haven been bloqqin so lonqq. ((:
hmms, stayed at mic hse woke up rnd 12 plus this afternoon.
cos yest nite went changi for supper with jude , mic all.
yeayeas, aft tt went back we wan to find whr's e hse of japan
thn went webb findfind til ended up goin sfogs read story
thn so funnie , all cover eyes cover ears like what only
thn morn woke up go bathe thn msg dear thn like tt like tt
thn now bloqqin lo . siian la xp later goin out for dinner?

boo~

2005-11-27T23:09:00.000-08:00

hyiies . im back. ((: hahas todae morn woke up and prepare everything thn went to find my two ah jiiex rainbow and celeste go workwork. work as surveyor ' also nott fun de ii work one dae dun feel like workin le lorss stay at plaza sin thr ask ppl fill de survey . "/ hmms. after tt 3 of us dun feel like wokin anymore le , but see how it goes lo. thn rnd 6 plus we took train go town shop2, went heeren first thn bought ripcurl flip-flops at flash and splash . thn went buy* bikini $150 lorrs . hmms , thn went paragon wanted to buy chocs for dear but tot of smth else thn we go tangs thr mrs fields bought de cookie for dear . smallsmall heart shape de thn got letters I LOVE YOU on top . yuppsyupps , thn went far east thr shopshop we saw 1 fcukin position cigarette box hahahs thn we luff3 , thn rainbow went buy . :*/ horniie de . thn went one earring shop buy* earrings, hahas thn we walk pass one boxer's shop thn got one box is the man's brief and one glow in the dark condom hahahs thn one box $15.90 2 box $30 lorrs thn tt hornie rainbow ask miie buy with her and give dear thn miie and celeste walk away hahahs we always disturb her say we dunno her cos she always make those funnie noises thn very loud everyone stare thn we luff will run away le((: she so funnie lorrs, joker lai de my shifu ahhs . yupps thn went burger king makan cos durin da noon at plaza sin we go lisiao one boii he's fr bk de thn he givin out coupons thn miie and rainbow go disturb him take whole stack hahahs ((: thn went eat lorrs . ahhahs in bk thn they both sing3 so loud thn luff at mie (: sottdehh de leiis. * in plaza sin we saw MR LOH lorrs our vice-priciple ask him help us write survey he also dunwan ((x hahahs. thn after eatin went home le lorrs in train so funnie we keep takin pics thn luff so loud ((: take all de pics so funnie de ' thnks to rainbow again. wahahahhs xD thn aft tt reached home le lorrs * nites :) miss baby. ~

2005-11-23T03:25:00.000-08:00

hmms,soso boredd . haven been bloggin ((:yayas.nth much todae.erm woke up at 12 plus todae while vb hadd already ended . thn wanted to change to vb jersey tot it was 9 butt . . duh. gave up when ii looked at the nxt's room clock. it's 12.15 !` thn called eunice asked her where was she , thn went sch to meet her for lunch , hehs* so lucky ii saw guankai,junyongkorx and BAOBEII ! ` ((x they 've just finished playin thn eunice complaint say very hungry thn go eatt liao lorrs . hmms went westmall eat thn aft tt junyongkorx called eunice phone to find miie thn ask him call backk later cos eatin mahhs , thn baobeii call eunice phone find miie ((x * hahahs eunice gave miie a paranoid look * : nahh!~ ur ah briell lahhs <-- she always calls him like tt. xp hehes. baobeii ask miie go bugis but dun feel like so nv go lorrs ((: thn aft tt went mic hse with eunice ,on e way coach called jio us go play vb at west coast but we dont wan mahhs ((: thn we go mic hse slack2 awhile thn go ride bike with mic and her 5 yr old ah lian sis xp blleahs . family -line. bengs and lians ! ` :*oops. hmms thn we rode 2 bikes ii ride mic thn eunice ride bellebelle behind. thn we exchange eunice ride miie thn swop lorrs ((x so fun !! thn went backk at 7 for dinner my mom and dad thr thn we ate dinner tgth lo with eunice ((: erms. thn 9 plus peii eunice go downstairs thn me and mic go buy thing eatt ((: thn rnd 9.45 stomach damn pain lorrs , dunno went to the toilet how many times lo toilet paper also use finish le ((: hahahs ! actually must call baobeii at 10 de butt due to . . hahahs ((: shhhh`.thn he say miie again`, duh. late 15 mins call also so noisy~! xD hahahs. thn toktok til 12 plus he bombster say wan peii miie tok thn go slp le ((: boredd like hell lorrs . hahahs but so fun tokin to him lorrs , *irritating. "/ hahs. thn bellebelle ask miie if im tokin to eunice , ii say no thn she ask miie who she wanna tok to him x) ask miie wat is his name lorrs thn ii anyhow say baby. ((: thn she go ask baobeii wat is his chi name he tell her baobeii. wth lorrs ((: thn mic parents come hm le ii swop phone go up tok thn bellebelle say you nv call ur babybaobeii ahhs?! (x hahahs, thn they look at miie . ii say you tokin to jiejie izzit? <---mic (cos she also tokin on her phone manhs) sabo her hahahs.((: thn call baobeii lorrs thn he kuku bombster wan to slp le ((x hmms, thn junyongkorx damn funnie lorrs he msg de thinggs to mic ask her pass to me . hahahs, ppl call meimei de he say muimui ~` macam china man like tt ((x shhh` let him noe he will kaobeii miie again ((: hahahs. thn mic slept le thn ah ben <---(mic's pri 5 bro) jio miie go down watch tv cos we cnt slp mahhs, thn scv no show do he go watch cartoon wth~ sabrina dunno wat sai thn ii come up use com , now bloqq lo ((: aft this wanna slp le nahhs , dream* baobeii (x miss him like hell. hmms, hope santa grant miie 3 wishes , ((: 1st wish : ii wann baobeii to be happy forever.2nd wish:ii wann to be rich-loaded !!! ((: 3rd wish: ii wanna have more 10000 wishes ! ((x blleahhs. loveyouBABY! # damn shaqq . ADIOUS PPL. ((: miss all ma' brothassisthas~!! xp

hmms.

2005-11-20T20:17:00.000-08:00

hyiies,todae bloqq 3 times lo (: so boredd. wantedd to go bugis but in the end dunhav lorrs ((: went to lot 1 instead . go thr take my lighter xD so nice ~ thn bought a green wisky jacket and a bagg lorrs . aft tt , mic went buy present give her fren thn ii saw lizhen also ((; hmms, thn went backk mic's hse le lors. xD ii lurve tt lighter veryvery muchh !!! hehes. ((: ii miss my darlingBABY leiis~ sian ahhs !

2005-11-19T14:15:00.000-08:00

hahahs,still waitin for mic. ((: so boredd . hehes mic papa mama meiimeii all go out le left miie (: 2nd mama gave miie $50 to share with mic . ((: woohoo. can buy bag lo ' so gd ((: thn now chattin with nic meiix lorhhs . xp blleahs .

2005-11-19T13:45:00.000-08:00

hmms,yest noon nth to do cos mic' go dance thn ii bake cookies for dear norhhs ((: thn atf tt my 2nd papa come bacqq le thn we went jp for dinner lorhhs,aft tt went to buy golld again lorrs,always go thr de . :/ they bought for display.hahas,thn mic called say she on da way home le , thn we all went home lorrs.thn she came bacqq kbkb say she kena choosen for wat chingay dance performance ahahahahs, ii also nv listen de one ear in one ear outt. xp blleahs thn later ask her lent miie her phone she dunwan ,thn ii tell my 2nd mama thn she ask miie use her phone ((x hahahs so funnie lorrhs, thn went downstairs take water drink , 2nd mama make honey baked ham for us thn we take up and ii msg dear thn play car racing xbox le lorhhs ((: thn she wanna slp le cos todae must go dance again , so slp le lorrs . ((: thn now waitin for her to come back thn we go bugis thr buy bag (x*winks* ii miss my dear so much )': sobxsobx. hmms, to nic meiix: no matter wat others tink of you , rmb tt you'll always be my baobeii de meimei kaes ((: dun worrie. <3>

haiz.

2005-11-18T18:23:00.000-08:00

hmms, todae woke up at 10.30 cos dear lahhs wan come my hse ((: hahahaa! thn ii go wash up thn he come so fast de norhhs,thn aft tt left at 3 went imm eatt kfc . he so kuku de lorrs ask miie pay him back money $$$ say tt time movie thn he calculate all , siao de leiis xD hahahs.
thn aft take cabb he went to kick soccer thn ii went mic's hse lorrs . played with gigi ((x that's all bahhs , todae no where to go cos mom confiscated my phone. tamade ! (x cant hit town le . haiz, sianns ! so boredd , ii wan that green adidas watch lahhs ~ ! dear? ((: hahahas.

iiheartsbabydearloadds.

haiz.

2005-11-17T22:25:00.000-08:00

im so sad , todae morn woke up at 9 thn dad sent my mom to work thn sent me to sch . saw all volleyball girrls thr but quickly rush to the board thr see wat class i go . haiz, ii went to 3n1 whereas all my buddies go to n2. )': really very devasted . thn call dear tell him , aft tt ii sat down and cry )): sobxsobx. thn tears kept runnin down ahhs , very sad. thn my coach come comfort miie , eunice all the volleyball players , thn later shuana darlink came and sit bside me thn she comfort miie , thnqqs. (: haiz, thn very sadd lorrs . somemore ii wanted fnn but zhiyong tt dae help miie choose click wrong click dnt ii so sian . ;/ haiz. thn all my frens say can appeal , ii call my dad thn went staffroom look for mrs choo , she so nice to miie lorrs *touched. :') hmms, she say help meiie find mrs evonne ong help miie appeal but she havin meetin so must wait , thn my dad went back to work first thn ii go find v.ball girls lorr on da way saw guankai, yuquan,edgar ,amos all siitin at the canteen thn they ask mie sit down tok2 ask miie why ii cry thn they comfort miie (: haiz, still sad of cos. thn nic miex msg miie butt nv reply (: sorrie meii. hmms,thn dear noe ii cry he msg miie xD haiz. aft tt ii went to vball court with kai they all , quan went to find his friends . thn alott ppl care for miie so touched (; hmms thn they cheer me up lorrs . (: haiz. thn really very devasted so keep spiking the ball , train til 10 pm at nite . so shaqq , butt i've vent my angers and sorrows.parting with my clique may be the saddest thing bahhs , it'll nv be the same . . ii llurve 2n2 -2005 (': nnt de most! hope you'll still rmb miie bahhs . . . sorrows `

camp

2005-11-16T18:40:00.000-08:00

hmms, met nicolemeix,junyongkorx,jialing,kailun.chewyisweetie,huixian all at mac before da camp startedd.left at 7.20 cos eunice called miie and say she reached le thn no one thr so we faster eat le thn go lorrs . on da way , i kept thinkin if dyed hair can go in thn ii told jy korx and nix meix lorrs butt at last we can enter . ((:ask everyone block miie and nic meiix with junyong korx. hahas, reached le saw everyone in canteen thn aft tt we went to gather with the hockey and table-tennis peeps. hmms, thn ms irni ask miie outt say my hair andd earings , necklace,nails all but talk nicely ahhs . (x too eye-catching.thn we go put or bags at one room with all v.balls girl only , luckiie ahhs .aft tt we went own canteen have a doggie breakfast , thn they grp us . haiyos , must spilt de with hockey and tabletennis ppl , somemore grp miie with ppl ii dunno . so fucked up, hahahs but ii dun really care cos ii dun stick to my grp even though its a must, ii go other grps find eunice , nic mix , junyong korx all (x . somemore da helpers were 3 seniors fr v.balls they very dote on miie de so ii can anyhow run and ii get to noe all the programme stuffs, x)) shh. after tt , get to grps and intro ourself must sit in circles in our grp , hahas they intro themselves but ii didnt. :* oops.cos ii didnt like my grp . ((: and then must go play games with grps butt i didnt , ii run to other grps , hahahs. xD aft tt training , we took photos with all v.ball players and started training lorrs , so fun ! (: aft miie, eunice , ais , chiong go bathe sia , scared alot ppl mahhs , thn during vball break we ran up to class and pack our stuffs thn aft trainin we chiong go up take thn ran down bathe lo ,others still packing leiis xp lucky bathroon no ppl we 3 de first mahs. aft tt got dinner me and eunice go sit with our seniors , hahahs. ((: must sit with grp de but we dun care ahhs anyhow2 de . thn must go watch motivation movie bout bb de (: must sit with grp but ... hahhas eunice grp left one place for miie cos they noe ii surly go thr de . hahahs , thn later junyongkorx sit beside me ((x he keep shootin miie lorrs but he very look aft miie , xp thn ais ask miie he my bro ahhs , ii say yes leiis hahahs thn we luff ahhs . hmms , slept durin da movie , jy korx also thn wake up le continue shootin him , he also . xD thn aft tt , went for cattie supper , so sucky . eunice grp got 1 indian grp call vj , he so funnie lorrs though they are grp 1 ii grp 2 he also help miie too like im his member. thn aft tt durin supper he ask miie "karen , iiu ang wan ahhs ?' hahas thn eunice luff like hell lorrs, thn ii say no ahhs , look like mehhs? he say yahhs . thn later he point over to the other grp and say tt one ur bro ahhs? (junyongkorx) hahahs , ii say why , he say he ang one rite thn ii tell him " you go ask him ahhs , he say dunwan ahhs , ii scared . " ((x thn me and eunice luff like siao lorrs thn ii tell korx, thn he keep lisiao vj . say ii ang one ahhs ! thn vj damn funie lorrs he so scared . thn aft tt say nights to korx the we went up slp lo .ii miss dear damn much lorrs thn msg him ((:thn we put all sleeping bags on da floor and sleep all together. actually wanted to slp with meix de but kailun scared to slp with ais ahhs, thn ii slp between them lorrs thn nv sleep with meix. ): but also qquite fun cos miie and ais hit off them well thn always play3 slp time we kept singin put the lime in the coke feat. ms gopal hahahs ((x thn we listen tecno lorrs , bloody eunice sleep le . (: thn we all sleep already.
day 2:
hmms , wke up , wash up thn went down lorrs went to hav activities at the field and morn excercise , ii also nv do thn wait for time to past til the doggie breakfast is ready lorrs ((: aft tt went to ava room brief about sportsmanship . so damn boredd thn ii wanna slp korx keep askin miie wake up lorrs, so irritating xp ii sit 2nd row he sit 4th row also can make miie de , tamade (: eunice their grp left one empty seat let miie sit but mr chia noe ahhs he luff he ask miie sit my place , haiyos but aft tt ii also climb over and sit xD muhahahs thn ms irni ask who's the joker in vb , ii slept already thn they shout my name sia ii tot wat faster jump up thn evryone luff thn ii ask eunice why she say ms irni ask who's the joker in vb thn mr chia tell ms irni is miie lorrs thn they all luff thn korx disturb miie agian. *faint* (x thn went pri sch field thr play games , korx so wat de he ask his grp mems all move in front cos he wan sit bhind with miie tok2 thn we lisiao2 lorrs he so good to miie de (: baobeikorx, thne my grp edvan aka maggiemee also chat tght ahhs we 3 always sit at da back tok cock. thn went for bbq lorrs korx also lokk after miie , vj so funnie lorrs.in bus ii sit with eunice , korx , maggiemee , (: thn went off bbq.

2005-11-13T10:47:00.000-08:00

hyiies, hmms cant get to slp so decided to bloqq.xp bleahhs.
dun spam my bloqq dumbos,pig brains with no ass , wat is my typinqq gonna do with youu dun read in de first place . damnyou.yupps,woke up at rnd 1 plus todae thn came online for awhile and went off at 3 with my dad to find my mum for lunch.(:.After tt went to bought hairclay with my parents , hahahs $14 fa a small bottle. (x hmms, thn sent my mom back to work thn my papa went to buy 4D and ii waited in the car for him . he told miie my mom called him and ask miie to go to her workplace to help her out . duh. :p went hm change cos my mom ask miie to be more uniformed , xp so weird. thn aft changed my dad sent miie thr .hahahs, 1 hr $5 bucks . ork for 4 hrs only so got $20. ((: ya , thn aft tt went mic's hse to take my vb jersey and stuffs thn went home le . (: junyong kor called miie thn chat for awhile lorrs. thn msg dear , called eunice to confirm camp stuffs . talking with her sacrificed lots of tears and tummyache cos its always darn funnie . she ask miie to bring toiletrolls thr and bring my tv plus da big mashimaro hongzhao,peacock & dear gave miie for my b'dae last yr ((x hahahs, thn went to make my nails , msg dear again , came online chatchat awhlie xp blleahs. thn peacock ask miie go downstairs slacck now when it's 3am,duh.still gonna go camp later lorrs at 6 plus so guess nott sleeping le , hahahs xp hmms gonna go for 2 daes but im gonna miss my dear loadds lorr. haiz )): erms guankai asked mie ta' go fa' their bbq yuquan's. butt ii dun feel like due to some reasons , thn araaonkorn pa ask miie go , guoliangkor ask miie go . xp blleahs. butt still dun feel like. well, we'll see how it goes bahhs ((X im gonna miss my dear tons.

hello ((:

2005-11-11T12:00:00.000-08:00

hyiies , 've decided to edit my entire blog again since im so boredd.
haven been blogging long since , thnks for da help man hamzah ((:
hmms, qquite a boredd dae todae cos iim sick and ii cant meet my dear .
haiiz , miss iiu so much . . "/ duh. didnt attend training todae cos ii wasnt feeling well , but in fact ii wont turn up for trainin when iim okay either . xp
hmms,'ve got volleyball camp o mon and tues and ii really dun feel like goin cos im rather sadd. :'( on tues falls on a speciall dae and ii dun wanna miss that , damn tt motherfcuker who organisedd this camp . `ve waitedd do long for this special dae to arrived butt in the end . . RUINED ! haiiz . sobbx :'(
well,hope tt a heavy rain will befall on tuesdae and ruin the whole bbq so tt ii can gett back and celebrate . xD OR MAYBE . . camp will be cancelled . xD
so boredd lahhs , dear went to bedd lliaos i cant slpp kept tinking of tuesdae.
probably i'll burnt de whole bbq , turn wild ! xp haiiz. sadd dae for miie , nicmeiix,berrbaobeiix bahhs =( sucha lettdown . miracles do happenedd. xD